Unaware of trauma.. until now.
As a child, life was so free. Able to run wild during the summer. Riding our bikes all across our small town, we truly felt free. In elementary school, i held A grades with ease. Not that i was the smartest kid in our school, but i was just a good kid doing well in school. Life at home was good i thought. My mother and father were married and are still together 32 years later. My father was a good father, when i was young. At least i felt loved by them both. When it came to discipline, we got the belt.. warrented or not. As i grew older, it seemed my father grew more agressive. My mother was a babysitter my whole childhood. Which was great & horrible at the same time. When I was little it was great to have friends to play with. She started watching a boy about 4 years older than me. We became best friends almost instantly. We stayed best friends for 20+ years. Looking back now.. this is where my trouble began, that would set the tone & change the way I viewed women.. or anyone ...